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Saturday, November 07, 2009
n here i am after so long. everything have been fine fine fine. just a little broke. wahahhah. n u! sometimes i wonder. why does it have to come to this state. u sucks. u really sucks. yes im happy now. perhaps. i wld be a tad happier if u were here. i duno how to put in words to make myself feel better when it comes to u. n all i know is tt i might jus cant ctrl. and screw u when i see u even if i dun wish too. n oki. enough of my ranting. just need to let it out. i was reading my friendster testi. n i saw the one u left for me 2 yrs back. the happy face. the nonsense shit. why does things change within such a short span of time. till now i cant figure out. n i have to do stupid things to make her feel a little better. so wats next. u just still doesnt want to be back. u r the one in denial. u r the one tt have no confidence. u r the one tt is not proud of it. everything is assume by u. u assume, n u blame it on us fuckoff. dun give me shit, tell me u r abt to come back when u tot peace is here. and if there is so many 'actually's actually i wish i wld have stop everything right at the start if i know i wld lose u. wld u feel better like tt? nb! n im sorry i still cldnt stop ranting.
blown at 10:29:00 PM
dun try to be funny with me. i will nvr let u have an easy life. want to play. come on. im game for it. try to be funny to my mum. its oki. i will make u suffer. dun think u r some big shot. coz u r not. sucker!
blown at 10:09:00 PM
Saturday, September 05, 2009 omg. im so weak. today's jog make me feel im damn weak. im like lying flat on the bed. w the ears fcuking pain. heavy shoulders wtf.
blown at 8:25:00 PM
work sucks sucks! woohoo! i realise dad they all had set up another entertainment/event co. n i just talked to him abt it. once they are up and stabilise, i can join them! something i been wanting to try out. currently they have a few events. i hope it goes well. i want i want!
blown at 11:06:00 PM
Sunday, August 16, 2009
n alumni night was. fabulous. eyes opening. jaw drop. i like. its nice tt trs rem u. =)
blown at 11:06:00 AM
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